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I need to throw away my hurt doubts pride pain n negative feelings n
concentrate on loving her again w all my heart.
trust her like u wld trust ur mother
believe her like u wld believe in ur self
no more flowery words.. let ur actions prove ur self
dnt hold back. do wat yr heart tells u to.
love her like there's no other thg in this world
love her as she's more impt than yr self
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finding the reason to stay tgt, is there such a need? must there be a reason or cause to stay tgt? why can't it be simply I love her, I want to see her smile, I want her to be happy, I want her love n attention, I want to be her everythg.
why can't I be the one to make her happy? what's holding me back, restraining me?
clear my doubts n work on my sincerity!!!
why do I doubt her?
why do I see her with colored shades?
why do I keep saying thgs n meaning e other?
step out of my doubts n pain before it's too late!!! dodo!!!
"drift away" is already signal for u to wake up!!! before she leaves!!!
I sld forget her negative past n concentrate on building a positive future w her
instances where she thinks for me n I dnt know (vvvvv impt!!!)
- bought katakana fridge magnets n I was in self-indulgence over my feelings
- asked me over for porky soup but I turned her down saying I'm still hurt n ashamed to see her
- lots of chances on msn to make up but I was still in self-indulgence hurt mode >,<
- she can ask other guys to fetch her but instead she asked me
- worst of e lot is I doubted her n made her world crash down. does it really matter if she's borrowing or using other guys' $? why must I think of her actions as wrong? she needs to survive n maybe tt's her way of living which I sld accept n not question or doubt!!!
- she's crying in her dreams, in e nights n her loneliness, where was I? e one whom promised to be her constant n promised not to leave her no matter wat hpns? I am hiding in my cave nursing my wounds.. I'm still trying to rebound n get back on my feet. no one is able to help me, no one dares to say bad thgs to me abt her or us.
it has always been her, thinking positive n me screwing it up.
my words lack e sincerity?
we can be tgt, just we duno how?
nobody is right or wrong in a relationship, it's just difference in life n views. take it positive as a variance in ur life n choices :)
what are we like before this incident?
how can we be happy w each other again?
I need help...
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A beautiful mother
a beautiful mother, all women are beautiful especially when caring for
their child..
the love in her eyes n e gentle manner in carrying her child, I guess
her child sld be only few mths old..
a lady offered her e priority seat on e mrt n she took it
she was wearing a light purple blouse n her hubby was wearing a brown
n white stripe polo/t-shirt.
e moment I saw her walking into e train I felt an overwhelming sense
of admiration n time stood still while I observed her...
I can't help staring at her gentle manner n caring gaze on her child
as she sleeps.. I wanted to take a pic of e scene but I hesitated as
it is rude n I didn't wan to disturb e happy family :)
it was only a short trip n they alighted at lavender mrt...
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