Perpetual sadness
I feel really down, "i will not let you be the priority in my life, because im just an option in yurs">,<; i duno wat i sld be doing... i... i wana rush over n hug her n tell her she's the most impt person in my life...
but i didnt... instead i SMS her i'm a fool...
i SMS her how impt she is to me... i'm a fool...
i panic again...i'm a fool...
i sld hv just stop n dnt do anythg... but i cldnt...i'm a fool...
i SMS her saying how i feel n retort tt i'm feeling optional in her life...i'm a fool...i'm a fool...
i SMS her taking it all back...i'm a fool...
arghhhhhhhhhhhh~~~ stupid stupid me~~~
i SMS her thank her for everything she's done for me...i'm a fool...
i SMS her saying sry for all the hurt n sadness i've brought to her...i'm a fool...
it is a monologue again... ><; i'm a fool...
i pondered on her last words... on how contradicting i was to my words... to our miscommunications...i'm a fool...
i SMS her again ><; telling her how i think we miscommunicate... deviating into how she rules my heart n calm my soul...i'm a fool...
this morn i SMS her again...i'm a fool...
Telling her why i'm working on MP for... yes for our cafe... our dream...i'm a fool...
My last SMS to her...i'm a fool...
一度した約束は死んでも守れ... Keep a promise you once made, even if it kills you...i'm a fool...
i'm a fool...whom dont know how to appease you... knowing u wld cry yr self to bed last night... i stilll... i still... ><
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